Perpisahan

-in love with this rangkap from Anuar Zain 'Perpisahan' these days-

Ku mengerti perpisahan ini
Bukan kerana kau membenci
Tapi kasih yang pernah ku beri
Tiada lagi bersama.


Ku harungi
Hari demi hari
Bersama wajah tak mungkin akan kembali
Tapi hati masih tak terima
Ditinggalkan sengsara
Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Perasaan hati masih rindu
Kekalutan ini hanyalah untukku
Tercari-cari bayangan mu
Tak sanggup aku kehilangan

2013

Selamat Tahun Baru 2013, may this year bring the truckloads of happiness to all of us..


-xoxo-

................................................................................
starting over project 2013...
wait and see..

till then, heart you guys...

its been a while..

wise man said "when u r brave to say 'good bye' .. life will reward u with a new 'hello'"

m i brave enough to say good bye..?

A thousand years..

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

Time stands still
beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday

Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

s e c r e t s

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess

'Til all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time
Don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God
Amazing that we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars

And everyday I see the news, all the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises, just write it into an album
Seen it straight to go
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything

 

I Understand, therefore I am.

Pisces Woman

GENERAL CHARACTERISTICS:

Pisces is the most considerate and compassionate sign out of all the signs of the zodiac. In keeping with those qualities, the Pisces woman is the one who is most willing and able to listen to other people’s problems and, who will offer endless support and comfort.

The Pisces woman’s emotional openness can also become her greatest challenge since the fish swims within the oceans and seas being areas of wide expanses and limitless depths.

The Pisces girl can swim about in an endless sea of emotions with no shore in sight and, as result, can end up absorbing so much emotional energy from her environment that she can become drained of vitality, causing her to withdraw into herself in the manner of a self-imposed exile of solitude.

This is the most mystical of the signs and the Pisces girl is aware that there is an invisible world; as result she can often feel overly burdened by the restrictions and responsibilities of the practical realities of the life in which she lives.

It is not uncommon for some Pisces women to endeavor to overcome the pressures of everyday life through forms of addiction. These girls can be related to the Fish that swim downstream.

The alternative, are the Fish who swim upstream, represented by those Pisces girls who take a path in life that brings them consciously into contact with their deep spiritual nature. 

Such woman can be found working, or involved with, charities and/or organizations of a distinctly humanitarian orientation.

 

MONEY & FINANCES:

The Pisces woman is generous and sensual by nature and, she likes to indulge in the pleasures of life.

She is usually so open, generous and giving to her friends and partners that at times, she can overlook to provide amply for her own needs.

Irrespective however, Pisces is a very resourceful sign and one of the names for Pisces is “the sign of hidden resources.” The Pisces girl therefore will generally discover numerous ways in order to support and sustain herself.

The Pisces woman can be very shrewd at bringing riches to the surface be it some auction bargain, antique piece or even the valuable talents of another person.

The Pisces girl can achieve financial security when she can establish and develop a sound outlook toward financial structure and a savings.

For many Pisces however, this might prove to somewhat of a challenge. 

PERSONAL RELATIONSHIPS:

A relationship with a Pisces woman can be a deep emotional experience and, one with a personality that is of ever-shifting moods and feelings.

The Pisces woman is the complete romantic and one who is known to sacrifice everything for love

She can at times prove astounding in identifying and knowing the most delicate aspects of our feelings and, at other times appear to withdraw from sight so that one might ponder on who exactly is this woman with whom I am living, and sharing my life with.

The Pisces woman can be quite an enigma since the more you try to characterize her, then the more elusive she becomes. 

Irrespective, she is a very kind, thoughtful, and devoted person who will usually always do her best to be a supportive and nurturing individual.

The Pisces girl will relate well with those of signs Cancer and Scorpio. Taurus and Capricorn can often provide a happy environment and, those of the Libra sign can prove to be very sweet, romantic, and idealistic. Aries, Leo, Virgo, Gemini, Aquarius, and Sagittarius can prove to be the most intense challenges for the Pisces woman.

fragile things..

HOPES are such fragile things..
like butterflies that April Brings,
to deck the wakening earth
we greet them with a rapturous thrill..

and hold them very close

until perhaps we bruise their wings..

and DREAMS are fragile too...

they come to us at night

and woo our saddened thoughts to joy

but when we wake we cannot hold..

thewonder of the fairy gold

no matter what we do

for dreams are fragile to....

-taken from SIGS choir sings-

the Poem

Salam and hi! i nak share satu poem that i rasa sangat hidup dan bersemangat bila baca:p saya baca jumpa poem ni masa join alumni SIGS. tapi saya bukan bekas pelajar SIGS pun:p the poem created by their HM Mrs. Dawn Parry..

one thing that i realize during the alumni the older they are the younger they look!!

ok below is the poem:)

Take time to work,

it is the price of success.

take time to think,

it is the source of Power.

Take time to play,

it is the secret of perpetual youth.

Take time to be friendly,

it is the road to happiness.

take time to love aand be loved,

it is the privilege of the gods.

Take time to share,

life is too short to be selfish.

take time to laugh,

laughter is the music

Of the soul...

Sweetkan korang:)

Palace's Place

again..hakim's vid:p tetibe jadi obses pade adik sendiri.
bukan ape saje nk bg semangat kt die, bia die polish lebih skit kerje tu, nnti in future boleh tumpang sonang gegegege:p

test test hakim!

this is hakim bo's 1st try video making:) the story of his cochranean's life..
saje nk bg support:p wish u will achieve whatever u dream for kiddo!!muaahh:*

p/s: the sound a bit slow, do increase up ur volume sweethearts ye:) 

to our beloved sabahan boy..R.I.P

we know that You're in a better place there,
But we wish that we could see your face
we know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with us

we miss you
we miss your smile
and we still shead a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
our heart won't let you go
And we need you to know
that we miss you....

miley cyrus - imissu

EXACTLY

Dear Boys....

You are the reason girls starve themselves,
cake their faces up with makeup,
wear push-up bra’s,
have no self confidence and get depressed.

Because skinny, cake-faced, and the push up bra wearing girls are the only ones majority of YOU ever seem to notice, there's more to girls than just the way they look.

.
.
.

Dear Girls....

I ignore the type of girl that thinks she has to put on several layers of makeup,
starve herself, and wears a push-up bra just to impress us.

Because if that’s all she’s concerned about,
then she’s as fickle, as the men she’s trying to impress.






(Source: suchaperfectsurprise)

8.2.2011

yes..truth is hurts...

so much

place to go, things to do..before i die

due to the kesibukan yang amat sangat, i do not have time for myself and for the loved ones uu keshiannye    -.-''

so selalu bila terfree skejap terpikir nak buat ape nak pegi mane bile everything settle..and masa tu baru sedar uu dah lame tak memanjekan diri sendiri dan memanjekan masyarakat setempat juge;p

tapi beranganla takkan ade benda yang akan settle, so ive to squeeze in aktiviti so then nampakla macam ade life skit kan tak;)

jd come out dgn list ini. tapiii list ini hanye untuk sementare it's subject to change and will be added up because it depends to the upcoming idea. kakaka.

star light star bright

the star i see tonight

i wish i may

i wish i might

have the wish i wish tonight ~.~

-Malaysia-

1. solero shot Genting (oh plissssss)

2. Bukit Tinggi (nak feel2 over the sea;p)

3. Zoo Negara (ye sy xpenah pg setelah 27 tahun hidup)

4. Mount Kinabalu

5. Taman Negara

.....

-Over the  Sea-

1. INDIAAAAA (org slalu tanye kenapa nk pegi india, ntah sebab mcm spelling nk dekat2 dgn name i kot kaka;p)

2. South New Zealand uu heaven

3. okla Singapore;p

4. Thailand

5. Disneyland

6. Europe Tour

.........

  

-Nak Buat-

Bungee jumping, caravan road trip with the loved ones, bole tak nak masuk explorace;p (xdapat Amazing Race explorace pun bole), hair treatment, scalp treatment, medicure & Pedicure, facial & body spa shopping spreeeeee aiihhh. 

so far yg dapat pikir skrang oo ituje skitje;p ok jgn ade yang question nape tak pergi Mekah eh. obviously all muslim mestila ade niat nk pegi tapi let time decide, sebab tak sume org dibukekan hati nak pergi its not easy ok..tp one day will do insyaalah..tapi yg listed above dah decide ayoo.heh.

ok to be continued chaaauuuu.

Karena Ku Cinta Kau

....

they said that everyday is a challenge to move forward

if at the end of the day i feel like i cant go on much further

the best i can do is to fake it..

simple.

 

50 years from now,
i'd be so old,
I might forget u.
I might not remember ever knowing you,
or might forget I once cared for you.
I might...

But I won't.

THEY are still my heart and soul..

holla there:) its been quite long for me to update this bloggy thingy..yela sangat sibuk lately lagipun will be updating this mumble if ade hal nak diluahkan;p haha it was like a not-so-secret-diary of nadia kukuku..

baru habis duty for this week..so take this chance to write everything in, before i start another duty..i realize something missing..heh the surrounding was not the same as before:)

heh..rupanya ade misunderstood between us, i dont know for me its kinda misunderstood tapi i never knowla what they think of it all about kan..em:) patutla bile hai2 sume masam dengan i, i tought they having a period cramp or stress kerje..hohohoho;p rupenye memang aku punye salah cis nadia bongek sungguh insensitive!

tapi i think they should ask me or my 'partner in crime' hahaha what is the actual situation was and what lead to that incident whatsoever..i think they should..rather than they jump up into a conclusion and create thousand of presumptions..because its really hurt..when its totally out from the real thingy.yea:) semua orang akan rase sakit hati bile ade sumting yang xbest kan x.. so? what the words that u need to hear and get me through all the day and make it ok..

teehee:) senyum sendiri when i know that one of the assumptions ialah ' me an my partner in crime nak privacy' that was hollyyyy shiiitttt wrong!!!ape bajet aku selebriti ke nak privacy2 ni:p that was obviously wrong dear..if i nak privacy, seriously i wont let anyone know what ive done, wherever i go, and with whom im going out with!fullstop.

tapi ni im going to a place where i obviously know that i'll meet my colleague kat situuuu ayo.if i nak privacy for sure i dah blah awal2 hoping that no one will notice that i was there. hemm..everything happened with a reason ...

i love them..they are my bestie, heart and soul..never had this fun old bunch (sorryyy hehe;p) in my entire life.

i'll make a move, i'll sort thing out nanti when my kerja hakiki done;p im sorry if everything that ive done hurt u babes, im really sorry..yes i admit that m such a kinda ignorant doink to the max! do apologize me..i mish the hugs, i mish the bebel n i mish all the good old days..

in reply to the memo:p

Semalam dated 21.10.2010 we received a memo from the big shot enclosing a paper cutting "Tidak apa" attitude is giving Malaysians a bad reputation.

baru dapat chance untuk baca harini..em TIDAK APA attitude ni has been around long before the Tun Mahathir's erapun, memangla attitude ni is seen will lead us to ignorance and denial. and yes, sometime i agreed that this attitude memang menunjukkan our mentally immature tapi i think it still depends to the individual themselve kan? how they maintain the check and balance of their attitude. they can go for that 'tak apa attitude' but they still can harmonize it with other thing that will benefit others kan tak? are u with me?

hehe tadi mengyoutube kan diri as usual la kan:) found funny video yang kat atas tu that tribute to the Malaysian. maybe ramai yang dah tau this video but i still nak shareeeeeeeeeeeee jugeeeee bwek tak kire! malaysian are cool:)